This feels like dying
and being born
in the same moment.
This feels like everything
I’ve been preparing for
and nothing I’ve ever imagined.
This feels like love
deeper than I knew I was capable of
and hate stronger than anyone should ever have to bear.
This feels like an urgent crisis
that’s been stirring for centuries,
and a whisper of truth
defined by lies.
This feels like it’s not my contradiction to name
though I cannot remain silent,
and like I’m filled with doubt
while my conviction carries on.
This feels like pain,
screaming in anguish,
with the promise
deep love with which to thrive.
This feels like something I need you to know,
but it is dangerous to explain.
This feels like something you could help with,
but you have other things to do.
This feels like the most crucial thing
and a major distraction.
This feels like an intentional choice
and a sharp left turn.
This feels like everything is on the line,
and maybe that’s the point.
This feels like it could work,
and I can help, so I do.
This feels like leveraging privilege
and losing so much,
like I can’t turn back now
– I won’t up and leave.
This feels far beyond me
and completely personal.
This feels real,
and I’m here,
and I’m in it,
and I’ll stay.
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